Upenyu hwomunhu hunoratidzwa kakawanda nezvikamu umo kurwadziwa kwakanyanya kwemwoyo kunowanikwa. Kusimba kwemarwadzo kunosiyana zvichienderana nechiitiko uye kazhinji kunosiya isu vanhu tichinzwa kuremara. Tinogona kungofunga nezve chiitiko chinoenderana, tinorasika mune iyi nyonganiso yepfungwa, tichitambura zvakanyanya uye nekudaro tinorasikirwa nekuona kwechiedza icho chakatimirira pakupera kwedenga. Chiedza changomirira kurarama nesu zvakare. Izvo zvisingatarisirwe nevanhu vazhinji muchirevo chechinyorwa ichi ndezvekuti kusuwa kwemoyo ishamwari yakakosha muhupenyu hwedu uye kuti kurwadziwa kwakadaro kune mukana wekuporesa kukuru nekusimbisa chimiro chepfungwa chako. Muchikamu chinotevera iwe uchaona kuti iwe unogona sei pakupedzisira kukunda marwadzo, kubatsirwa kubva pairi uye kufara zvakare.
Zvidzidzo zvikuru muupenyu zvinodzidzwa kuburikidza nemarwadzo
Zvikurukuru, chinhu chiri chose muupenyu hwomunhu chinofanira kuva sezvachiri chaizvo. Iko hakuna mamiriro ezvinhu ekuti munhu angadai akawana chimwe chinhu chakasiyana, nekuti kana zvisina kudaro chimwe chinhu chakasiyana chingadai chakaitika, ipapo munhu angadai akaziva chitima chakasiyana chepfungwa uye akawana chikamu chakasiyana chehupenyu. Izvi ndizvo chaizvo zvinoratidzika nezviitiko zvinorwadza, nguva dzinoita sedzakabvarura pasi kubva pasi petsoka dzako. Zvese zvine chikonzero, chirevo chakadzama uye pakupedzisira chinoshandira kukura kwako mumweya. Kusangana kwese nemunhu, chiitiko chese, kunyangwe zvairwadza sei, zvakapinda muhupenyu hwedu uye zvakatangisa mukana wekukura. Asi kazhinji tinoona zvakaoma kubuda mumarwadzo. Tinozvichengeta pachedu takavharirwa mukuzvisarudzira, kusimba kwakasimba kwekuziva uye tinoramba tichitambura kusingaperi. Isu tinozviwana zvakaoma kutarisa pane zvakanaka maficha emamiriro ekuziva uye mune ino mamiriro isu tinowanzo potsa mukana wekuwedzera kwedu kune simba kunowedzera iyo mumvuri wakadaro unotakura nawo. Chiitiko chese chinorwadza chinotidzidzisa chimwe chinhu uye pakupedzisira chinotungamira kwauri kuti uwane zvimwe zvako; kubva pakuona uku, iwe unokumbirwa nepasirese kuti uve wakakwana zvakare, kuwana nzira yako yekudzokera kuhutano, nekuti rudo, mufaro, rugare rwemukati uye kuwanda ndizvo zvinonyanya kukosha. chiripo chisingaperi, kungomirira kubatwa nesimba uye kurarama nekuziva zvakare. Hazvina mhosva kuti chii chiri kuitika iye zvino muhupenyu hwako, zvisinei kuti chii chinorwadza chawakasangana nacho, pakupera kwezuva chikamu ichi chehupenyu hwako chichachinja kuve nani, haufanirwe kukahadzika izvozvo. Chete kana iwe wasangana nemumvuri uye kubuda murima kunogona kupedzisa kuporeswa kuitika, chete kana iwe uchinge wadzidza iro rakaipa rehupenyu hwako. Panguva ino panofanira kutaurwa kuti ndakasanganawo nechiitiko chakadaro ini nguva yapfuura. Ndakazviona ndava mugomba rakadzika-dzika rehupenyu hwangu uye ndakafunga kuti handifi ndakabuda mumarwadzo makuru aya zvakare. Ini zvino ndinoda kuunza nyaya iyi padyo newe kuti ndikupe ushingi, kuti ndikuratidze kuti zvese zvine divi rayo rakanaka uye kuti kunyangwe iyo yakaipisisa moyo ichapfuura uye inogona kushandurwa kuita chinhu chakanaka.
Chiitiko chinorwadza chakaumba hupenyu hwangu
Kusvika anenge mwedzi mitatu yapfuura ndakanga ndiri muhukama hwemakore matatu. Hukama uhu hwakauya panguva yandakanga ndisati ndave nehanya nezvinhu zvemweya. Ini pakutanga ndakapinda muukama uhu nekuti ini ndisingazive ndainzwa kuti tese taiva nezvakawanda zvakafanana. Ini pachokwadi ndakanga ndisina manzwiro kwaari, asi simba risingazivikanwe rakanditadzisa kumuudza izvi uye saka ndakapinda muhukama, chimwe chinhu chisingaenderane nemafungiro angu zvachose. Kubva pakutanga aindida zvikuru uye akandibereka, aigara aripo kwandiri uye airatidza rudo rwake rwakadzama kwandiri. Akagamuchira hupenyu hwangu hwose uye akandipa rudo rwake rwese. Nekufamba kwenguva, ndakatanga kuve nekuzviziva kwangu kukuru kwekutanga uye kujekerwa uye ndakamuudza izvi nekukurumidza. Taivimbana zvakakwana, tichiudzana zvakavanzika zvehupenyu hwemumwe nemumwe nekufamba kwenguva uye saka ndakabva ndangomuudza zvakaitika zvangu manheru iwayo. Takakura tose tikadzidza upenyu tose. Aivimba neni zvizere uye haana kuseka zvakaitika kwandiri; pane kudaro, aindida zvakanyanya uye akawedzera kuchengeteka. Panguva imwecheteyo, ndakatanga kusvuta sora zuva rega rega, uye kubva pamaonero anhasi ndinogona kutaura kuti izvi zvaive zvakakosha kuti ndikwanise kugadzirisa zvese zvekunzwa kuremerwa panguva iyoyo. Kunyange zvakadaro, mhirizhonga iyi haina kumira uye saka ndakaramba ndichizviparadzanisa nevamwe. Ndaisvuta sora zuva nezuva uye ndakaregeredza musikana wangu panguva iyoyo zvakanyanya uye zvakanyanya. Nharo dzakamuka kubva pamutoro wangu wandakazvisungirira uye ndakawedzera kuzviparadzanisa nevamwe. Ndakamurwadzisa mweya wake zvakanyanya, ndakanga ndisati ndambovapo nokuda kwake, hapana chandakaita naye, handina kumbomuteerera uye ndakatora hunhu hwake, hukama, sehusina basa. Hongu ndaimuda asi ndaingozviziva hangu. Mukati memakore matatu ehukama, ndakarega zvese zvichibva mumaoko angu uye ndikave nechokwadi chekuti rudo rwake kwandiri rwaita rushoma. Akatambura zvakanyanya kubva mukupindwa muropa kwangu, kubva mukutadza kwangu kuratidza rudo rwangu kwaari. Panguva iyi aiwedzera kuchemerera kumba, aingovewo kune vamwe, aigara kusurukirwa zvisinei kuti aive nemukomana uye aitopererwa. Pakupedzisira akaparara ndokugumisa ukama. Manheru acho paakandifonera ndakadhakwa ndokundiudza izvi, ndakatoona kuoma kwenyaya yacho. Pane kuti ndiende kwaari uye ndivepo nokuda kwake, panzvimbo pezvo ndakasvimha misodzi, ndikasvuta majoini uye ndisisanzwisisi nyika.
Ndakaziva mweya wangu wembiri
Manheru iwayo ndakagara ndakamuka husiku hwese uye mumaawa iwayo ndakaona kuti aive mweya wangu wembiri (mwedzi mitatu yapfuura ndakadzidza nyaya yemweya miviri zvakanyanya, asi handina kumbofunga kuti angave uyu). Kuti ndiye munhu wandinoda nemoyo wangu wese, hunhu hwake hwakaita kuti hana yangu irove. Ndakazokwira bhazi rekutanga kunovaona kuma6 ndokuzomumirira kuchinaya kwemaawa mashanu. Ndakange ndave kumagumo, ndizere nemarwadzo, zvese zvichirwadza, ndakachema zvakarwadza ndikanamata nechemumoyo kuti asapedza hukama. Asi sezvo ndisina kuuya kwaari zuva rakanga rapfuura, akatyaira akadhakwa kushamwari yake uyo akanga aita rombo rakanaka kwaari (kusiyana neni manheru iwayo, ndakanga ndisipo kwaari kunyange manheru ekupedzisira, kunyange zvazvo mwoyo wake waida izvozvo. mukati). Mumavhiki akazotevera, uye kunyanya zuva iroro, akagumisa ukama uye akazondiudza zuva raitevera. Ndakasiya zvese kusvika zuva rekupedzisira. Ndakamuvimbisa kakawanda kuti aizomira kuitira kuti tigozorarama tose rudo rwedu zvizere. Ndaigara ndiine hope dzekubuda mumachakwi kuti ndigomupa zvaaifanirwa nazvo, asi handina kukwanisa kuzviita uye ndakazorasikirwa naye. Zvose zvakanga zvangopera. Ndakaona kuti akanga ari mweya wangu wembiri, kamwe kamwe ndakava nerudo rusingayereki kwaari, asi panguva imwe chete ndaifanira kuona kuti ndakanga ndichimuparadzanisa nemaitiro angu kwemakore uye kuti ndakanga ndichiparadza rudo rwake rwakadzama kwandiri. Kuzivana kwakakwana, chisungo chedu chakadzika, chakangoerekana chanyangarika uye ndakawira mugomba rakaipa mumazuva / mavhiki / mwedzi yakatevera. Ndakapfuura nepakati pehukama hwese kwemaawa zuva rega rega, ndichirangarira nguva dzese dzandisina kuonga, rudo rwake, zvipo zvake zvega, ndichigara ndichirangarira zvese zvandakamuitira uye kupfuura zvese, ndakararama kuburikidza nekurwadziwa kwake. Ndakaerekana ndaona kutambura kwaaive aita ndikatadza kuzviregerera nekuzvibvumira kuti zviitike apa ndainge ndavakuda nemoyo wese ndikanzwisisa kuti she was my dual soul. Ndakachema anenge mazuva ose pakutanga, ndichidzokororazve marwadzo, kurega mhosva ichindipedza, uye kurasikirwa nechiono chechiedza pamugumo wedenga. Ndakaita zvimwe zvekurambana zvinorwadza muupenyu hwangu, asi hazvina kana kutanga kuenzaniswa nekurambana uku. Zvakandishungurudza uye ndakasangana nemarwadzo akaipisisa ehupenyu hwangu. Muvhiki yekutanga yekuparadzana, ndakatomunyorera bhuku randakamugadziridza zvinhu zvakawanda uye tariro ngaivepo (Bhuku iri richaburitswa mukupera kwegore uye rinotsanangura hupenyu hwangu, basa rangu remweya, hukama uye, pamusoro pezvose, kukura kwangu pachedu mune zvakadzama kupatsanurwa, kuti ndakakwanisa sei kukunda marwadzo uye kufara zvakare). Zvakanaka, hongu, ndakava nemafaro pane mamwe mazuva, ndikanzwa zviri nani, ndakabata zvakanyanya nemweya wangu uye ndakadzidza zvakawanda nezvangu uye nezve kudyidzana, mweya miviri uye hushamwari. Kunyange zvakadaro, nguva dzinorwadza dzakakunda uye ndakafunga kuti dzaisazombopera. Asi nekufamba kwenguva pfungwa dzake hadzina kuzodzikira asi pfungwa dzake dzakatanga kugadzikana zvekare zvekuti pfungwa dzainge dzisisina kurwadza.
Mweya miviri inogara ichiratidza chimiro chako chepfungwa..!!
Ndakawedzera zuva nezuva uye nekubata zvakanyanya nekurwadziwa kwangu ndakazokwanisa kuzvinzwisisa uye kubatsirwa nazvo. Ndakanga zvino ndamutenda, ndichitenda kuti aive neushingi hwekuparadzana neni, nekuti zvakandipa mukana wekupedza kupindwa muropa nemukana wekuzvisimudzira zvachose (mweya wangu wembiri wakandikumbira kuti ndiite izvi izvozvi pakupedzisira kuti ndifare. /utano/hwakazara). Takanga tisiriwo vavengi, pane kudaro, taiva nechinangwa chokuvaka ushamwari. Pakutanga hushamwari uhwu hwakabva hwatowedzera nekuti ndakaramba ndichimupengesa ndichiti handingazvipedze uye ndaimuda. Panguva dzakadai NDAKATAURWA naye. Akabvisa kunyengedza kwemukati kuti taigona kudzokerana uye akandiratidza mamiriro angu epfungwa, mamiriro emukati ekusakwanisa, kupererwa, kusagutsikana uye kusaenzana kwakadzika kwemukati. Pakutanga ndakarwadziwa zvikuru, handina kunzwisisa kuti akanga asingadi shamwari yekare yaipererwa uye yakanamatira kwaari, munhu asingagoni kumurega uye asingamubvumiri kuva, munhu anomurambidza. Ndizvo zvakakosha pamusoro pemweya miviri! Mweya miviri inogara ichikuratidza paumire pari zvino, zvakaita pfungwa dzako 1:1, isina kusvibiswa, yakananga uye yakaoma. Dai ndakanga ndagutsikana kana kuti dai ndakageza mukugamuchirwa kwemamiriro angu, saka ndingadai ndisina kumuudza kuti handikwanise kurarama uye handaikwanisa kurarama pasina iye, saka angadai akaita zvakanaka uye oratidza zvimwe. yakadzikama mamiriro ekuziva kwangu (Hongu, izvo zvaunofunga uye zvaunonzwa mukati zvinopenya kunze, kunyanya mweya miviri inonzwa kana kuona kuburikidza nemamiriro epfungwa aripo ipapo). Nekuda kwehunhu uhu, chinhambwe chakawedzera, icho chaive chakanaka muzvisikwa, nekuti chinhambwe ichi chakawedzera chakaratidza kwandiri kuti ndakanga ndisati ndave nerunyararo neni uye kuti ndaifanira KUSVIRA mberi. Kunyangwe nguva idzi dzakatanga dzakandidzosera kumashure mukusimba kwakasiyana-siyana, sezvo ini pachangu ndainzwa kuti ndaigara ndichiita kunze kwepfungwa dzangu uye ndichivabvisa nemafambiro angu, ndakanga ndichiri kukwanisa kuziva chimiro changu chepfungwa mavari mushure ndokukura. nenzira iyi mberi.
Marwadzo akachinja!!
Izvi ndizvo zvakaitika nekufamba kwenguva kuti ndive nani uye ndiri nani. Marwadzo akachinja uye aigona kuchinjwa kuva kureruka. Nguva dzandaive ndizere nekusuwa nekuzvipa mhosva dzakatanga kuita shoma uye pfungwa dzakanaka pamusoro pake dzakabva dzawedzera simba. Ndakaonawo kuti hazvisi pamusoro pazvo, kana kuti kuuya pamwe chete nemweya miviri hakuzondiporese zvachose, kuti iyi ndiyo nzira chete, asi ndakanzwisisa kuti ndezvekuve wakakwana zvakare uye nokudaro kusimbisa chisungo kune mweya miviri iyo. yave iripo kwenguva dzisingaverengeki dzekuva munhu aripo kuti agone kuporesa. Ndakaona kuti iye zvino ndinofanira kufara pachangu, kuti ndinoda simba rerudo rwangu rwomukati zvakare. Kana iwe uchizvida zvakakwana iwe unotamisa rudo urwu, uyu mufaro uye kureruka kupinda munyika yekunze uye uwane yakaenzana mamiriro ekuziva. Pakupedzisira, mutambo wemweya miviri ndeyekubvuma zvachose mamiriro ako ehupenyu, mamiriro ako ese ekuziva kana hupenyu hwako sezvahuri. Zvakanaka, mushure memwedzi inenge mitatu marwadzo akapotsa apera zvachose. Nguva dzekuti pfungwa dzakaipa dzakauya mundangariro dzangu dzemazuva ose dzakanga dzisati dzavapo uye ndakanzwa kurerukirwa zvakare. Ndakakwanisa kubuda munyonganyonga uye ndakatarisira nguva iri kuuya nechivimbo, ndichiziva kuti ramangwana rangu riri kuuya richave rinoshamisa. Ndakapona panguva yakasviba zvakanyanya muhupenyu hwangu, ndakashandisa marwadzo mukukura kwangu uye ndakafara zvakare. Ndizvo chaizvo zvichaitika kwauriwo. Handizive kuti ndiwe ani kana kuti unobva kupi, zvinangwa zvako muhupenyu ndezvipi uye chii chinokutungamirira iwe pachako muhupenyu hwako. Asi ndinoziva chinhu chimwe chete, ndinoziva kuti kunyangwe mamiriro ako ezvinhu angave achirwadza sei, kunyangwe hupenyu hwako hungaite sehwakasviba sei kwauri panguva ino, uchawana mwenje wako zvakare. Iwe uchagona nguva ino uye pane imwe nguva iwe uchakwanisa kutarisa kumashure pairi nekuzvikudza. Iwe uchafara kuti wakakwanisa kukunda marwadzo aya uye uve munhu akasimba iwe waunenge uri. Iwe haufanirwe kukahadzika izvi kwesekondi, usambokanda mapfumo pasi uye uzive kuti nekita yehupenyu inorara mukati mako uye ichave iripo zvakare. Uine izvi mupfungwa, ramba uine hutano, uchifara uye urarame hupenyu hunoenderana.
